nerdylilspidey: (mmmmmmmeh.)
Peter Parker ([personal profile] nerdylilspidey) wrote in [community profile] metaheroes2023-03-24 08:57 am

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Display Name: webhead
Profile Photo: SPIDER-MAN FACE
Notes: spoilers for the Ultimate Spider-Man run; mention of character death

[The video feed comes on, and it's the smallest Spider-Man pacing a rooftop. He's masked up, so no one can see his face, but it's probably pretty clear from his body language that he's distraught. And when he finally speaks, that definitely comes through in his voice.]

So-- So I'm gonna out and say it. Okay? I'm-- Apparently, I'm the last one, and- and-

[He stops. Sighs. Shakes his head and starts over. No more pacing, he just plops down in front of the camera like a child.]

Y'know, when I got here, there were like. Five Spider-Men. And I thought, oh hey, wow, look at all these way cooler versions of me that exist across the multiverse. Neat. Maybe I can learn from them. Or maybe I can take a break, do some normal teenager stuff. That'd be nice.

They're all-- They're all gone now.

[He pauses, glancing off to the side with a soft huff.]

..I thought I was okay with that. It- It's been a little while now, and I thought I was okay. But y'know what? This sucks. 'Cause to me-- See, there's one major difference between me and the other Spider-Men that were here, besides being the youngest, and that-- It- It's that I died.

[He throws his hands up in an exasperated "Whaddaya gonna do" motion, sighing yet again.] So- Y'know. That's why I'm stuck here. Sorry that you're all stuck with the inferior dead one. Just thought the people- [He makes a wide gesture out toward the camera and at the city around him.] -might wanna know that I?? I am the sucky one.

Sorry. Good luck, us.
dothelokimotion: (Illegal to consider their existence)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2023-03-25 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
Let's avoid labels for now.
dothelokimotion: (As long as we understand our failure)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2023-03-25 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ loki just. sighs. ]
dothelokimotion: (I feel like a let down)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2023-03-25 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ is that why he responded? loki isn't sure. he doesn't care, does he?

or the pain came from caring too much and being let down. by friends, by family. he needs to care less and things will be easier. less painful to breathe. less painful to wonder if it ever matters. ]


Mm. You're welcome.